the nightmare was over; it was finally over. she finally saw past him. she no longer cared about him or his words. she was finally strong enough to say she doesn't care. she was over it; she was over him; she was over them.
. . but then . .
she decided to let her guard down just a little. thinking it would be okay & no harm would be done. he came in & whispered the words she waited months & months for. she knew it wasn't right; so she fought & fought. then, she let her guard completely down. she gave in but felt like it was the most right thing to do. her mind knew it wasn't; but her heart was telling her different.
oh, how her heart just wants to be loved.
the night felt like it never should've ended. it was almost like it didn't really happen. when she woke up the next day, she thought it was all a dream. but now; she sees herself living the nightmare all over again.
It's 3am. I laid awake, writing this about you, thinking about you. And now, I'll cry myself to sleep.
happy? I bet you are.
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